High school is only a few months away. I am nervous, and anxious but mainly kind of scared. I am probably going to grow apart from my five friends, and not see them as much. Two of them are even going to different schools than three of us. I know I won't make seeing them a priority, it will always be an after thought. That is what I did to my friend, let's call her Lily. I moved schools with my friend, lets call her Gwen, and I don't get to see Lily or talk as often. I text her occasionally, but my homework, or blog, or Instagram consumes my time. I post daily on my blog and Instagram. I am one of those social media zombies like in the picture from my blog post "Why Do We Have Social Media?" I am always busy, never a moment for a friend, not one that I'm close to anymore. That's what I think high school is going to be. I may gain friends, but they won't be like Gwen or one of my other friends. I miss Lily, I want to talk to her, but I just don't have time anymore. I think I am going to be even more busy in high school. I ask my friends what they feel about high school, they all say excited or slightly nervous, I agree and don't say what I really feel. When in reality, I am
FREAKING out inside. I don't say it because I don't want to be a downer on the group, I don't want to make them deal with how I feel about it. One day, we were at lunch and high school came up about how we will change. While they were all talking I was writing this, what you are reading now. I'm not good with change, or new people, I'm shy and inverted. I keep to myself while I live in a world of love and happiness and romance, all in another world. Books. When I meet new people, I don't talk to them, I read by myself. This is how I express how I feel, by my writing, through stories. But this is a confession time, and I don't think you really care about a strangers life, which you are reading. But I needed to express it.
~Confession Time
By: Cady
This is just a fictional story, I wrote this to explain how most people feel going into high school. This is complete fiction and it isn't my life. Please tune in tomorrow for something new! I post everyday except occasional Sunday's! Friday there will be a continuation of Secret Cupid!
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